The Journal of FreeDragon

 I am back at the same doctor's office. On the way I realized I hadn't seen a pink Cadillac. Then I looked up and saw a pink Jeep.

  This is my library desk. I started journaling, then I drew a rune to see what kind of energy would be in my day. I really wanted to put the rune on my Lemon8 account because that's where I generally put pictures of Tarot cards. And I can't do that anymore because someone I know in real life found my account and started following me.  He follows me on other social media. I don't post the same stuff on all the sites. Facebook is how I connect to people I know, I remember birthdays and celebrate positive news. Pinterest is more for finding art, crafts, and sewing patterns or quilt ideas. Tiktok is my news source. I find out more there in a few minutes than in a lifetime of study. A lot of things are mentioned that I will then Google and be amazed that more people aren't talking about it. I also see a ton of spells where witches do some really good ideas that I never thought of, like charming my name for prosperity. I don't fool with Instagram anymore because it's...

 I am struggling today. I decided to stop struggling and have the day I want. First, turn on the beautiful lamp because it makes me happy. Next, journaling. It has been 11 days since I last made an entry. I need to write daily or all the thoughts pile up, along with the feelings, and then I don't know what's going on. I absolutely hate blogger. I was writing the post on my phone and at this point, everything froze up. I couldn't get to the toolbar to add pictures. I couldn't scroll all the way down to write more. But I am a practical witch, so I came in the living room where the desktop computer is. Fuck the asshole technology. I'll go old school and defeat you. Next, I got out my cards. I am reading with Alchemy 1977 because I am in a dark mood. I think this is accurate. I am going to present as something else using what I have on hand. I'll be majick even if I don't feel it. Yesterday, I got these angel candleholders at the thrift store. I think I will fin...

 I don't have a picture. I've done several of these spells and I don't feel that any of them have ever worked. But it is really hard to get a sign in regard to emotions. You can't make anyone feel anything. And even if you got them to feel something, if the feeling is uncomfortable, they will bury it deep. A mirror box is simply a box lined with mirrors, or there's two mirrors reflecting each other. It creates a portal. Mirror boxes are meant to make a victim be alone with their thoughts or feelings. Sometimes that's two different things.  The idea is that the person will feel shame or guilt, and then change their ways. That's a nice thought. wouldn't it be great if the person who had wronged you, admitted they were wrong and then apologized? That would make you feel better wouldn't it?  Except most people do not believe they have done anything wrong. Rarely do people apologize. Sometimes instead of facing things, the person gets drunk or high, or th...

 Good morning, my dears. Today is rough. I am struggling. I think first on my list should be to cleanse my dream catcher because all night I dreamed of my sister-in-law causing problems. First, she wanted me to take in her pet snake, which I refused. Then she was trying to take advantage of a girl with no hands. She kept trying to sell the girl's prosthetic hands to a software company. My sister-in-law is always plotting something, so the dreams aren't a surprise, but it is exhausting. Goddamn, don't you have anything else to do? She is probably the reason why one of my wards took a hit.  I figured out how to do the mirrors for my latest art project. Bonus, I will be using mirrors I thought wouldn't work with anything else. Yay! I am struggling today with leg cramps. I think I have long Covid. The cramps and shortness of breath have been a problem all week. Yesterday I wanted to explore the creeks of Homestead, but I thought I would be too winded to walk very far. All I...

  The January full moon is now. Some people call this the wolf moon because it is the coldest month of winter and the wolves hunt fiercely. I call it the quiet moon because most people have turned inward and are focused on their thoughts. This is AI art that I made. I try to make art for every full moon. It is sometimes tricky to get good AI art. My prompt gave me a beautiful red wolf, but sadly, that wolf only had three legs.  I have some problems with AI art. It rarely makes sense. AI is VERY BAD for the earth. We tend to think of one computer churning out images, but actually, it's hundreds of computers all working at once to produce the image. Think data centers in Memphis, TN that smell bad, using thousands of watts of electricity that put further stress on the power grid. While I encourage everyone to make art by hand with pencils, paint, ink, or fabric, I understand that AI is the latest movement and it will not improve until people make it better. There used to be an a...

  This morning I saw a Witch on tiktok saying that spinning brought chaos to order. She had a wooden lazy Susan with crystals and a candle.  I have done spinning spells in the past, using a fidget spinner and rare earth magnets. It made a definite energy shift. The only thing I currently have in the house that spins is the record player. I did a spell to promote my art. Since my current art project is too big for the record player, I took a screenshot of my social media, then put my phone on the turntable. I have other ideas, so look for future posts. It's the first day of 2026. My sugar has been good; that's encouraging. I have been trying to exercise more. I decided to base my exercise on the moon. Today the moon is Gemini, so I worked my arms.  I feel hopeful about this year. I don't have a resolution, just a desire to make life easier/better. We will see how it goes.  Blessed be, my dears. May your year be bright. Stay safe and well.