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Today is a bit different. I started off with my journal and Oracle cards. I asked a lot of questions. I ended up with a new project- new spell, new art, new thing to make and sell. Then I looked at my planner and started thinking I should get ready for Imbolc. I intend to leave a cloth outside for the goddess to bless. I am trying to figure out the best place to put it, or if I should leave paper rather than cloth. Then I started thinking about how to use materials for spells. I think I might leave the items to be blessed on the grill, since She works with fire, and I want my work to be blessed. I will leave an offering by the pond, since Her waters are healing. 

I feel better today than I did yesterday. I decided not to take Zoloft again. I would rather feel stress than to feel like vomiting all day. I sort of felt drunk, but not a happy drunk. It was the drunk just before the hangover hits, when you absolutely KNOW vomiting is in the future. Because the Internet told me alcohol makes the Zoloft side effects worse, I did not drink alcohol yesterday and that pisses me off. I didn't get to enjoy wine. Utter bullshit.

My goal today is to clean the kitchen, finish my next deadline, and to decide what blessings to ask for Imbolc.

Blessed be, my dears. Stay safe and well.

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