Valentine's Day

 Good morning, my dears. Things are a little calmer now, so I decided to try blogging.

My life is still a chaotic mess. I start a lot of things, but I rarely finish anything. I do what I can until the next opportunity rolls around.

My husband is working again. He went back to work for his old job. He doesn't like it because the next job was better, and it's less pay. He found another job at a smaller airport, but he hasn't heard back yet. Though apparently other people know about it because the boss that just fired him called the other airport and left a glowing review of my husband. I think he has guilt about firing him. 

I have a lot of fears about money. I went to physical therapy the day my husband got fired. I suddenly realized that my next appointment may not be covered by insurance. I don't even know how long we will have insurance, if we won't be covered for a while, or what plan we will have next. If we have insurance. 

That is the thing that makes me angry. Out of having an axe to grind for over a year, and being unable to admit fault, someone caused not only a loss of income, but they ended the thing that was helping me have better health and less pain. Not only is physical therapy affected, but next week is my yearly mammogram and I have an appointment with the endocrinologist. I don't know if the price of my insulin will change. The person who caused all this still has their job, position, income, and insurance. 

We will probably file a lawsuit. It was wrongful termination. 

I did a spell to turn back negativity and I have been resetting wards. I have been thinking maybe I should work protective spells each full moon, whether I think there is a problem or not. This hit us out of the blue. 

On a positive note, art is going very well. I have lots of inspiration. I am very pleased with my sketch book. 

I got a different computer. Mine wouldn't boot up. The problem is the hard drive. I have a temporary tower unit we can replace my hard drive. Today I will go through files and figure out what I want to keep. I may need to start over with my cross stitch designs. I have one design printed out, but I started another pattern and it is lost. Cross stitch is tedious, so losing something I put hours into hurts.

It's almost time to leave. I will write more soon. Blessed be. Stay safe and well.