Update After the Aries Supermoon
Well, my dears, shit hit the fan.
My adult son and his family have been living with us. I really wanted them to move. They are remodeling a house. The problem is, they have been remodeling for months, but gotten little done, mainly because they don't actually invest real time in doing work.
I was starting to feel like I was enabling more than helping. That was problem one. Problem two are vapes, which I am allergic to. My throat closes when anyone vapes in the house. My younger sons vaped for years. For years, I had rashes, headaches, nausea, fatigue, and frequently, my throat would swell shut and I would go to the ER.
Even if I don't know someone is vaping in my house, I will still have reactions. My adult children lie to me, swearing they aren't vaping. I decided the next time I had a reaction, I would wake up the whole house. Everyone could watch me struggle to breathe. I put this on Facebook. I did not name anyone. I did not say what I was allergic to.
In hotheaded Aries fashion, my daughter-in-law took offense. As soon as she saw my post, she made my son come home, pack up stuff, and take her to a hotel.
I posted on Sunday/early Monday morning. They left Monday. My blood sugar improved. I was in range more during the day. Monday night, I had zero allergic reactions. I do cough a bit if I am near an air conditioning vent because the vape residue is still in my house. Tuesday, I had even better blood sugars, staying in range 37% of the day. I had been down in the 20% range. Both Monday and Tuesday, I got a lot of cleaning done AND what I cleaned stayed clean.
I found spell work on tiktok that I want to do. I already do some of the things with my journal. She creates portals to your future self. I think a portal should actually go somewhere, so I will probably set up links on my blog. Her work also has a Phoenix Protocol in case you get off track. I find that very reassuring because I start a lot of things, then find that the program isn't working for me.
I had decided that when they moved out, I was going to have a home library. Today I will start painting bookcases. I decided reclaiming my house would be my focus project for the rest of the year. I think if the house is a place of comfort and support, it will be easier to solve other problems. For instance, without my granddaughter getting into everything, I can leave sewing supplies out. I can sew on the couch, then get up to get a drink, without having to pack up my project because I am afraid pieces will be lost or fabric scissors will be used to cut up the power bill.
Blessed be, my dears. Stay tuned for improvement updates.
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