The Day Before Trash Pick Up Dread

 It's Wednesday again. Since last week was an absolute disaster, I really don't want to go to my mom's house. Yesterday was a medium pain day and day is a high pain day. I started doing some of the same exercises I did while doing physical therapy because I noticed the neck pain was becoming more frequent. 

Either I over-did it, or things have started shifting into place, which hurts like hell. I can have small, annoying pain that gradually builds into mind-numbing pain over time, OR I can have intense pain that makes me want to vomit. If I push through the intense pain, eventually it lessens and I feel better. To complicate matters, it has been raining. Rain makes me ache. It's supposed to be cold again this weekend. Cold also makes me ache. I hurt. I am really angry about it. 

Being hurt, angry, sick, resentful, and I don't even know what else, I don't want to go over to my mother's. Logic tells me this is a very bad idea. But if I don't go, things will probably get worse. 

Change of subject. I don't feel like taking a picture so you'll have to use your imagination. Years ago I made a curtain for the backdoor. Sunlight pours in, making the laundry room hot. The curtain helps, but during the summer I cannot touch the doorknob without a dish towel, a pot holder, or a glove. 

The curtain is kind of plain. I added an embroidered Celtic knot, but the knot is small. I thought the curtain needed a bit more decoration. I decided to add hexagons. Last night I cut hexagons out of construction paper. I am using some hand-dyed fabric to make my hexies. I made three before pain kicked in. Today I am going to attach my three to the curtain. And I'll see how it goes. 

I sort of wanted to turn my hexagons into spells. I had an idea to use spell paper, then use blessed fabric, and maybe build up a design for protection or prosperity or something. Right now, I do not care about anything. I am just making hexagons to distract my brain from the pain I feel. 

Today is rough. Tomorrow probably won't be any better. 

Blessed be, my dears. Stay safe.

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